It's fine. I know they were stupid. I... don't think things through well.
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One time, I was in a completely safe situation, but I got tricked so badly trying to chase after information that it landed both me and my dearest friend into a slave camp in the desert where they only served us drugged water.
[She doesn't quite know what else to say about it, but that much in sincere.]
...He would have. I didn't want him to get hurt, but I'm pretty sure it hurt him worse in the end. So I can't really blame him if things are different now.
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[She nods.]
I can ask Jason. [...] Or Percy. I might ask Percy, too.
[Moving on!]
What about you?
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Ookurikara teaching me how to spar is how we got close early on, so it's a pretty fair method, I think.
[she's
clearly trying not to laugh]
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[sweats]
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[LMAO]
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[aaaaaaa]
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... did you ask him?
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[They are so bad at communication.]
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When? Last minute kind of obvious? Or...
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[closes my eyes]
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... can I ask what it was?
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...You can ask, but it's not really something I want to talk about.
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I can tell you something stupid I did in exchange, so you're not the only one feeling dumb?
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I doubt it.
I've... done some really stupid things.
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I still feel like I'm going to regret this.
[But, there's her go ahead, if only because it makes it seem like a bigger deal if she absolutely refuses to talk about it.]
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[and she means that sincerely]
So... what stupid thing did you do?
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...I knew somebody was coming to kill me and I didn't tell him.
[That's leaving out a huge part of the story, but it gets the point across, probably.]
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... why not?
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Because I'm an idiot.
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You aren't. Don't say that.
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It's fine. I know they were stupid. I... don't think things through well.
[ . . . ]
One time, I was in a completely safe situation, but I got tricked so badly trying to chase after information that it landed both me and my dearest friend into a slave camp in the desert where they only served us drugged water.
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I'm guessing the 'one time' thing means that you got away...?
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[so she thinks she can still confidently say it's... stupid.]
Were... you worried he'd try to save you, if he knew something was going to happen to you?
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[She doesn't quite know what else to say about it, but that much in sincere.]
...He would have. I didn't want him to get hurt, but I'm pretty sure it hurt him worse in the end. So I can't really blame him if things are different now.
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