[There's another pause, thinking of how to best explain this.]
Okay, so by now... You probably know that my whole thing has been, like, you can't win them all, so even if it doesn't mean you aren't going to try your best, you shouldn't get your hopes up too much that everything's going to work out the way you want it to. But...
[Especially given her experience in her last game, it's easy for her to think that any ending, as long as it involved a full revival for everyone, is - not right, not okay, but allowable if there really are no better options. This, though...]
I'm not, uh, on the same team as all of the people that I came here with. So... [Hm.] If that pink piece of shit thinks that they're going to be able to do anything that might separate us permanently or hurt anyone in the place we just came from, I'll rip their fucking tongue out and make them choke on it myself.
[Sometimes, there really is only so much somebody can take.]
... No. I wanted people to know, I just didn't want to make a reckless public announcement where people might actually believe in it and act on their own. There's a chance of that, you know? We don't all know each other, after all.
[and ogata is out there]
But you're right. And I think... that sort of feeling makes sense. To be angry and stubborn.
[if natalie's going to be all the more determined to break this game, then lili's just going to be all the more open to dragging her into The Resistance]
If there's a category, then - but otherwise I can tell you whatever I come across.
The only things that weren't loudly and publicly mentioned during all of that were that so far, there's no way to reach the deceased, even though they're supposedly in safe hands. Their items might be where they are. In addition, there was someone roaming around here on Thursday wearing a jade mask - we've been calling them Jadericho. [have they] Apparently being kind to them will be worth more than even our vouchers.
Normal grain of salt. But if those two aren't safe where they are, then I'll definitely be even angrier than I currently am.
[how far does this rage go]
I also purchased a pink training sword from the shop - but I don't really understand why it's only a training sword. I asked PH for one last week and was told that I could possibly get one in exchange for vouchers, but why is it pink and why is it the only non-lethal weapon available? It's weird, right?
I'm hoping it's a coincidence - but I wonder if someone's trying to bribe me or listen to my conversations.
Isn't it more likely that in addition to giving us stuff that we can use to hurt each other, they want to give us stuff that we can use to learn how to hurt each other? I just mean, like... If they were listening in to our conversations, they could have offered us something a lot more tempting for a bribe.
Well, a sword takes some work to know how to use well, right? But something like a baseball bat or a chainsaw is... pretty easy to do damage with even if you aren't trained.
[...]
Although, I guess there's a crossbow, too, so maybe never mind that last part.
Well, nobody has that specifically on their boarding pass, but Magnus and Damian have weapon mastery as a whole, so you could always ask them if you ever get the urge.
[She pauses, trying to think of what to say about them as a group.]
I think the thing we have to our advantage is that, like... If there was anyone who was obviously horrible or wanted to hurt people, the group from their last game would have figured them out and made it obvious here, too. So - there's probably a pretty low chance any of them are too destructive.
I heard from someone else who was at the temple that Guy killed others while he was there... and he simultaneously cried a lot about it, but then said shortly afterward that he didn't regret it. I presume there's more reasons behind it but...
[she frowns]
It's something to keep in mind. It's rather weak-willed of a man, if you ask me.
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What do you mean?
[she can't say whether it's fucked up or not yet]
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Okay, so by now... You probably know that my whole thing has been, like, you can't win them all, so even if it doesn't mean you aren't going to try your best, you shouldn't get your hopes up too much that everything's going to work out the way you want it to. But...
[Especially given her experience in her last game, it's easy for her to think that any ending, as long as it involved a full revival for everyone, is - not right, not okay, but allowable if there really are no better options. This, though...]
I'm not, uh, on the same team as all of the people that I came here with. So... [Hm.] If that pink piece of shit thinks that they're going to be able to do anything that might separate us permanently or hurt anyone in the place we just came from, I'll rip their fucking tongue out and make them choke on it myself.
[Sometimes, there really is only so much somebody can take.]
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huh.
there is a prolonged silence at that before lili tilts her head.]
So how was that 'fucked up' exactly? I rather like you more this way.
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I said that the part where I'm glad I heard news about how we're super screwed probably sounded fucked up, not the rationale behind it.
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... No. I wanted people to know, I just didn't want to make a reckless public announcement where people might actually believe in it and act on their own. There's a chance of that, you know? We don't all know each other, after all.
[and ogata is out there]
But you're right. And I think... that sort of feeling makes sense. To be angry and stubborn.
[she is always both]
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[Even if she has mixed feelings on it.]
Well, luckily, I'm usually angry. This just means I'm more stubborn than before.
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Good. Then I look forward to working with you.
[if natalie's going to be all the more determined to break this game, then lili's just going to be all the more open to dragging her into The Resistance]
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Does that mean you're going to tell me next time you find out something messed up?
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[just saying]
And yes, I will, now that I know that you want me to.
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[She was a little bitter. It's fine.]
...Thanks, though.
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[PLAINLY but lili rolls her eyes]
If there's anything you want to know, just tell me. It'd be easier. I keep repeating myself these days.
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[it's because she's constantly lying
Anyways!]
I mean, it's kind of hard to ask when I don't know what you know...?
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[but she'll otherwise leave it, sighing - ]
If there's a category, then - but otherwise I can tell you whatever I come across.
The only things that weren't loudly and publicly mentioned during all of that were that so far, there's no way to reach the deceased, even though they're supposedly in safe hands. Their items might be where they are. In addition, there was someone roaming around here on Thursday wearing a jade mask - we've been calling them Jadericho. [have they] Apparently being kind to them will be worth more than even our vouchers.
I don't know what that means yet.
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[But!]
When you say supposedly... Did they say something that made you think they might not be, or are you just giving it the normal grain of salt?
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[how far does this rage go]
I also purchased a pink training sword from the shop - but I don't really understand why it's only a training sword. I asked PH for one last week and was told that I could possibly get one in exchange for vouchers, but why is it pink and why is it the only non-lethal weapon available? It's weird, right?
I'm hoping it's a coincidence - but I wonder if someone's trying to bribe me or listen to my conversations.
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Isn't it more likely that in addition to giving us stuff that we can use to hurt each other, they want to give us stuff that we can use to learn how to hurt each other? I just mean, like... If they were listening in to our conversations, they could have offered us something a lot more tempting for a bribe.
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[rock set....]
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[...]
Although, I guess there's a crossbow, too, so maybe never mind that last part.
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I would've liked to take up a bow but not like this...
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[...]
Actually, don't ask Damian.
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[please don't let lili shoot people from a distance?]
What do you think of all the people in this camp anyway?
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[She pauses, trying to think of what to say about them as a group.]
I think the thing we have to our advantage is that, like... If there was anyone who was obviously horrible or wanted to hurt people, the group from their last game would have figured them out and made it obvious here, too. So - there's probably a pretty low chance any of them are too destructive.
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I hear Ogata is all around terrible.
[a beat]
... actually, I heard that Guy might not be entirely trustworthy either, since you wanted me to keep you informed on even the terrible things.
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[She tilts her head.]
What did Guy do? I've only talked to him for about two seconds.
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[she frowns]
It's something to keep in mind. It's rather weak-willed of a man, if you ask me.
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