axilium: ("he may look like a gentleman")

[personal profile] axilium 2020-07-10 11:10 pm (UTC)(link)
You saw his memory. Sanji hated having to kill. [...] And while I had it nowhere near as bad as he did, I was the same.

If you have to take a life, better a willing one than not.
axilium: (which is in development hell)

[personal profile] axilium 2020-07-10 11:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[he shrugs.]

Well, it doesn't matter now.
axilium: (... hurt someone for free)

[personal profile] axilium 2020-07-10 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not going to go and kill myself, if that's what you're worried about. It wouldn't accomplish anything.
axilium: (you can really tell how much the)

[personal profile] axilium 2020-07-10 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[how does someone help him? even steph hasn't figured that out after all this time—not that belph himself knows either.]

... You came looking for me. That's enough.

[is it? he isn't sure. but the fact remains, natalie's one of the few people who spared him a thought.]
axilium: (i seriously look like vincent nightray)

[personal profile] axilium 2020-07-11 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
... Sure, I guess.
axilium: ("he may look like a gentleman")

[personal profile] axilium 2020-07-11 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
Nah. Go wild.
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[personal profile] axilium 2020-07-11 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
[...

sitting on his bed, he listens. honestly, he's touched. there's no reason to expect people to remember things like this about him.

steph was right to worry about him being alone. he doesn't have much of a support system, especially with sanji—probably the one person he could be fully honest with—gone. at this point, despite his efforts, he doesn't even know how he'd change that.]
axilium: ("he may look like a gentleman")

[personal profile] axilium 2020-07-11 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
[he offers her a smile.]

... Yeah. Thanks.
axilium: (... hurt someone for free)

[personal profile] axilium 2020-07-13 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
Are you embarrassed?

[though his heart's not quite in the teasing (still, this is how he copes).]
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[personal profile] axilium 2020-07-16 05:01 pm (UTC)(link)
There, there.